Thursday, September 15, 2005
FUCK!! ystd and 2day was a damn fucked up day for me..
was struggling wif emaths hw the proving thingy.. did halfway den my dad came in saw me struggling.. i tht he was just being nice and helping me solve the thing.. who knows???!!! it ended becoming a conflict between us.. he started saying "i didn't do maths for so long, and the method i use is different.." ok, i was not like expecting him to solve the thing for me.. but.. god knows.. he came up with the hockbeng's theorem (thats my father's name).. he said.. anything from the end of the diameter to the end of any part of the circle will be equal.. so in the end everything become equal den came up wif a triangle with 2 right-angles.. so i told him it was wrong.. he tht i didn't get it.. so he repeated it for so many times despite me telling him it's very wrong.. he went on and on until i cannot take it, i just said it's impossible for a triangle to have 2 right-angles.. so i suggested that we stop and ask my teacher the following day. he thought i was rude!! wth!! nvm.. so went to school..
paying attention to that question cause i'm going to explain to my father.. when i told him the solution den he say "why yesterday u never tell me got this property??" den he started his lines of defense.. saying "you learnt that days ago, and you cannot rmb... how you expect me to rmb, when i got out of school for 30 years.." wth.. nobody asked you to argue wif me ystd.. so he started his rhertoric lines.. asking me wad i've been doing in school, what i learnt today and all the questions u can think of.. asking me if i did revise for every subject everyday after school.. and blah blah blah.. so he asked me to write down the exam dates.. den he asked me wad i've have from tml to the day b4 the exams.. so gave him everything.. den he took my phone away!! cause he says" since you cannot bring it to school, den i will keep for you and return it to you on weekends and during the holidays.." wth.. is i can still use at home right?? no common sense.. ok.. now i can't go dancing till the exams are over.. luckily i can still make it for the lunch on saturday.. but something i love about my dad is tad he cares abt me!! he cares abt my exams, my actions, my manners and everything!! so much tad i think is too much!! his love is overwhelming!! i cannot take it anymore!!
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