Friday, February 24, 2006
what if someone who you think is very close to you and say
"i dun think u can be a good friend of mine."
how would you feel?
and when the person is very close to you for years
and he just tell you this
it feels like shit. real shit.
the so called "close friend" of you asks
" why do you think we became friends?"
you answered and he reply
"because the 2 of us hang out with the same gang of people"
you feel like he don't even treat you like a friend
he greets you and talks to you is just because of your presence
you got another close friend.
you spent time with both of them.
when u have problems they push you to the other person
how would you feel?
you feel that there's no one you can talk to, to confide to
no one understands you
and simply nobody gives a damn about you
you feel so left out
both of your "close friends" abandons you
you are all left alone
but no one cares
cause they got they own GOOD FRIENDS
some people just do not know how to appreciate friends
we may be friends for this lifetime only
it's good to treasure it than to lose it
when i first saw him, he was that big
now he's smaller than an ant
ain't that pathetic
maybe in times of need of friends
he will understand
but maybe he wouldn't
cause he don't understand what friends are for
he's just aware of your presence
he don't care about your feelings
when you talk true with him,
he ask you to stop psycho-ing him
he asks for help
he sounds irritated
but he denys
he says he's not that petty
he's not being truthful
without honesty, who can befriend you
think about it
maybe one day when somebody tells him that
he will understand
however, he may not.
whatever it is,
he lives in his own world
i live in mine
i live for myself not others
i agree with weiwei
he don't understand
he's a *******
black and white.
5:52 AM